HoLy MaCaRoNi!!

just had my family dinner last nite, steamboat... damn shiok!! my mum boiled the broth with chicken bones and added sweet corn to sweeten it... yummy!!
she asked mr j to join us for dinner again... think i dun even have to ask him to join us for dinner anymore, it's gonna be pressumed that he'll be asked every week... heh... in a way, it's nice that my mum is so accepting but kindda scary too, if u ask me... isn't it like only family members get to come for family dinners?? heh... perhaps my mum can't wait to get rid of me in the house then... haha...
oh well, think my mum's just being nice... doesn't mean anything more than a dinner with her daughters... so no pressure there, eh?? hee hee...

been thinking quite a bit abt marriage these days... perhaps it's cos so many of my frens and relatives are getting married next year, it's starting to make me fantasize abt my own... when tt will be, how it'll be like, getting a new place to stay, living with a person whose habits are so different from the people u grew up living with, going home after a long day to your hubby, breathing the same air, sharing the same bed, etc...

i know quite a number of colleagues and frens, either same age or just a year older, and they are already married or getting married soon... i laugh when i look at myself, 'cos marriage just still seem so far away... with no career, practically no savings and a life of debts, paying for my own wedding and house just doesn't seem like sth that i can achieve in the next few years... heh...

but i'm not alone in this... i just realised recently that many girls around my age are wishing and hoping and talking abt how much they wanna get married too... perhaps it's our biological clock telling us that we have to do sth abt this issue! heh... in fact, i even have a fren who aims to be married by next year, but alas, she has yet to find tt special someone... =p

oh well, enough of marriage and stuff... better concentrate on my life and goals as of now, which is to quickly graduate, start working and build up my finances first!! not to mention my finance mid-sem test, which is tomorrow... *bleah...*