another everyday just like any other day...

here's another entry on how boring my life is...

read someone's blog just a few mins ago... he wrote of love and how down he is when he's out of love and how happy he is now tt he is in another one... realise that i've been where he's been... but now when i look back at how i was last time, i realise that i'm no longer tt romantic at heart.. though i still like romance and lovey-dovey things, but at the back of it, logicality tags along... it's no longer just purely romance anymore... is tt a sign of losing the flame of passion or just that i'm growing up???

work is... worse than boring... or perhaps, i've not been doing much of work lately... need some stuff to be approved first b4 i proceed in completing the rest of the data-entry work... yes, data-entry... how interesting can this job be?? i need challenges! i need a sense of achievement!! i'm going out of my mind with this monotonous job!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

worse still, sometimes when i have nobody to lunch with, the day is almost dreary... didn't have anyone to lunch with today, and after work i have to show face for this super boring class which i would not have bothered showing up if i didn't need to get a book from my classmate.. auughhh...

have 4 assignments due in 2 weeks time and i've only done a bit of research... is there any way that i can write my essays at work?? otherwise, i cannot even fathom how i can complete these assignments... but when i want to start to write, nothing flows and the environment is not conducive at all.. i'm constantly on alert shd anyone spot me doing my assignment and not work... =p

watched a channel 8 tv programme the other nite just b4 bed... was supposed to turn in already but the show, though cheesy, got hooked onto me... heh... it's abt the guy who requested the show, which is abt how to express love, to help him propose to his gf... he spent 2 days doing up this gift for her as proposal gift... so on the big day, they showed him bringing his gf to take a ride on the DHL hot-air balloon, with the mediacorp artistes on pretext that they are recording another programme... so as they were going up in the hot-air balloon, they started interviewing the couple and asked them questions etc... then when they are up in the sky, everyone's attention is caught by a huge picture arranged on the ground, which is the picture of the guy's very first card to his gf, a picture of a bear with hearts...

so as they got back to the ground, the artistes encourages the couple to take a closer look at the picture and it was then that the girl realised that the picture is made up of a collage of thousands of photos the couple have taken together over the years... aaawwww...!!!
the guy actually took 2 full days to stick and complete this giant card for her... and needless to say, she was moved to tears... i would too if i was in her shoes!!

what left such a impression in me was that the couple actually look very plain and some would even say unattractive... the girl's pretty plump and the guy looks like a malaysian... but the effort put in and affection displayed was not some hollywood scene, but a sincere guy who, regardless of looks, wants to spend the rest of his life with his love... i want that too~~~!!

been hooked on SuDoKu these days... a mind provoking game but only bored ppl would play it... people like me... heh....

realised that i can't be bothered to socialise at work 'cos i'm totally not motivated at all! come to work, stare at screen n stone... how to be smiley and in good spirits to solcialise???
ok cass, think positive... think of the glass half-full... think motivated and enthusiatic.... it must be the PMS.....